Wednesday, October 12, 2011


yeah.. for real it is insane.. mood swings, crabby, and sleeplessness... and that just me..hahaha
I am at a lose i cant seem to find that middle ground with Kate..
I so worried that she is shutting her self down.. she seems to pull away more and more.. everyday..
I worry and yet I have to let her be Kate and let her live... it so hard.. i miss her hugs and her giggles..I wish i knew how to make her smile.. but i have to leave it in Gods hands.. because i cant handle this without his help.. and he gives me so many JHD families and loved ones to help me.. thank you to all of you!


  1. So sorry to read this, regular HD here but doing the mood swing show myself. Please know both you and Kate are in my thoughts first thing every morning.

  2. Paul that is so nice of you.. u are added to my pray list. Thank you for your words of love and care!! from Tara