Wednesday, October 12, 2011


yeah.. for real it is insane.. mood swings, crabby, and sleeplessness... and that just me..hahaha
I am at a lose i cant seem to find that middle ground with Kate..
I so worried that she is shutting her self down.. she seems to pull away more and more.. everyday..
I worry and yet I have to let her be Kate and let her live... it so hard.. i miss her hugs and her giggles..I wish i knew how to make her smile.. but i have to leave it in Gods hands.. because i cant handle this without his help.. and he gives me so many JHD families and loved ones to help me.. thank you to all of you!